Is it still the same?

I haven't written blogs for so long
My big belly has now finished his 1st grade mid exam..
We are no longer living in Europe..
And I almost reach my PhD

Same old, same old 

Waiting for our little joy

Yes, we are expecting our first child.
After 7,5 years of waiting and trying
Tears, laughters, dissapointments, joys, angers, and in the end... full surrender.

I remember sometimes around 2 years ago, my prayer was :
"God, you gave me the best husband I could ever ask for. He's my best friend, my helper, the home for my soul. I don't dare to ask for more. If you want to give us children, it's really an extra blessing from You".
I felt so serene, that God bless us with this relationship that we have.

And last August, after spending 1 month of vacation in Indonesia, we found out that we're 7 weeks pregnant. Our response at that time was 'in awe'. We thought we would be jumping up and down out of happiness, but we just could not do it. It's just so surreal.

The 13 weeks ultrasound was a magical moment. I just couldn't believe that the little baby was there, dancing his little fingers. He paused when we tried to peek his little moves, like he's been caught in an embarrassing silly dance he's putting on.

Now I'm almost in my 37 weeks of pregnancy. It's getting tough to walk, and more to sleep. To eat, let alone reading for my assignments. But my discomfort is nothing compared to the joy of feeling the little us moving, kicking, dancing (sometimes i think he's doing a mix of kickboxing and karate) inside my body.

Our prayers are for safe delivery, having him sound and healthy in our arms. Raising him to be a blessing to others around him.

Upon waiting for our little joy to arrive, we pause and look back at our journey.
Yes, still in awe.


-copenhagen, waiting....-

QUOTE

Beauty is only skin deep

But ugly goes straight to your bone!

lol

FAMILY DENTIST BSD

My reason of serenity

People asked me silly questions about life, at least I found them silly sometimes
About the future, family, desires
And many of times I found them irritated by my light answers

Especially nowadays for I even found myself very relaxed about life
I still take my life and dreams very seriously and do them ever so dilligently and persistently
But somehow everything becomes calmer and more serene

It started after contemplating one simple question one night
"What should I do, what is my priority?"
And suddenly I felt so stupid, how could I be so dumb?
The answer is so clear "My other half"

He's the answer of my prayers since childhood.
My silly dreams of prince in shining armour (I did write it in my silly diary)
My warmth, my shield, my strength, my partner in life.
I really couldn't ask for more.

I have what I prayed for.. the rest is just living life the best way I can and doing my best in all the tasks given to me by my Creator.

So there's my reason of serenity.. Simply him.

I love you

I love you, most ardently!

Me and 28

I started listening to Spanish songs, which obviously a language I know nothing about (except 2 swear words which I wrote down in a post-it sticker beside my office desk top. Just in case I need to use it). Dwelling into sentimental persuasions of some dark haired singers.

And I found myself to be a wee lazier. I still ride the bike for a good 6-7 km per day, and prefer stairs than lift, though. But something's sucking out my energy.

I think it's the aging thing, gogghh.
Why is it so hard to freeze on 28? The mature age, respectable age, and under 30, for sure.

I need to jog more
Or just relaxing by the beach (last time, it was somewhere in 2005!!)
Or cut down caffeine

Yeah, i'm just tired :D Nothing to do with 28, after all
Bah!